Social networks & reality

I've been having a really bad week!!, I didn't know that love would be this hard, I thought I was going to be the insecure jealous girlfriend once I get into a relationship but it turns out I thought wrong

It is such a turn off when a guy becomes insecure, clingy and blackmails you emotionally, the most important thing that a guy in my life should understand is that I had a life before you and I'll always have it, gone or staying YOU decide what you want

If a guy is like this when he wants you, I am scared of what he might do to me once I'm in a relationship with him, he would hurt me or even kill me for talking to guys

People need to realise that the world does not revolve around them, every tweet, facebook status, BBM status is NOT about you, the sooner we realise that, the world can become a better place.. WORLD PEACE!!!

Back To Varsity Vibes

Hate that varsity is opening but I love it too at the same time, I am tired of sitting at home and doing nothing constructive, okay but I do, do something constructive like eat, watch TV, browse the net for new music, take pictures, talk and eat all over again

Reality has just started kicking in, I really want to tell that person that said "varsity is a walk in the park and it is so exciting and its the best time of my life" WELL... the person that said this was talking crap, all I do is stress I need to get to class, I need to hand in my assignments on time or I need to make sure that i pass the test or exam

The only thing I miss about varsity is all the fun I have with my friends, the eating and meeting new people, other than that, classes are a big bore, I also can't wait for the daydreaming I do in a lecture about me and Sean Pages, laying on the.... Wait.... that is PG18+ SSSSSNL, so I'll move on... you wont hear about the rest of this dream

Nevertheless varsity is awesome, I've been waiting for it to open, there's so much gossip that I need to catch up on, and besides the gossip I love learning new things, I may not like varsity but its what I need to make sure that I have a stable future, I don't want to be a statistic of the "what if" quote.

a big NO NO!!!!

I understand that it is winter and all BUT I don't think we should stop maintaining our finger nails, never mind the toes they're always in closed shoes and socks, but our hands are in everybodys faces and theres always that one person that will look at your hands... So chipped off nail polish NO, bitten off nails NO, etc. unless youre at home for the holidays like me

Lets keep it plain and simple :) 

like this one :) 

Tips For Dating A DJ

God Is There

Crucifixion Type Love - Brent Rice

The first time I heard this poem, I cried like a baby, this poem is that deep, Brent Rice makes me want to wait until I find this type of man, but a wise guy Fana once told me that "relationships are not a movie script" and i understand that, but its not a bad thing to hope that one will find this type of man, there are "good guys" out there...

Here is the poem..

My biggest prayer is to love her right
I want to…
Love her like Christ loved the church
Love her like her Father in Heaven
Loves Her Love her like the Holy Spirit loves her soul
And love her like she was created to be loved

But sometimes….
Sometimes my flesh tries to intimidate me with that kind of love
Its like my spirit cries out from the depths of this corrupted prison
With the voice of Abel screaming that
I have not loved her to the extent Christ loves the church
I want a crucifixion type love

Every time I hug her I want my arms to be spread out on the cross
And I want to die to my childish ways
Every time I look into her eyes
I want a crown of thorns to be placed on my head and surrender my thought life to her honor
I want the walks we take in the park
To be nails driven into my feet so that they will lead her with the authority of Moses
I want a crucifixion type love

I want my side to be pierced every time we laugh together
so that ill always remember that she is my rib
Every time I sleep and dream of her
I want my back to be beaten with a catonine tails
so that I’ll always carry her burdens for her
Every time I’m not with her
I want to stand before pilate and stand true to my relationship with her
I want those who have seen me to have seen her in ME when we are apart
I want a crucifixion type love

I want a love that will cause dead men to rise
When people gaze on us, they want to know who is this Christ that we speak of
Every time she falls I want to take her in my arms like my cross and carry her up to calvary
I want men to mock me for not wanting to be like them
For not wanting to squander my love on various women
But to have the passion to pour out my love onto one soul for all of eternity
I want a crucifixion type love
I want a love that was predestined before eternity
I want a love that was birthed in my mother’s womb
I want a love that is willing to give up this world for her
I want a love that is immaculate
I want a love that makes the angel’s wish they were in our shoes
I want a love that will make me pray to God and say
Who am I that YOU are mindful of me to bless me with her
I want a crucifixion type love

I want a love that bleeds purity
I want a love that people will lie on us just to see us split apart
I want a love that will make me run away to a far village,
build a mansion for you with my bare hands
and send you love letters every day reminding you of me
letters that you can keep in a book and spend time reading them every day
I want a love that will make my spirit pray for you
I want a love that will make me walk on water
in the middle of the most dangerous storm for you
I want a crucifixion type love

I want a love that my friends will betray me because of my affection for you
I want a love that after we’re gone,
that for centuries to come men will aim to follow in our legacy
Every time I rise in the morning
I want it to be my cross being raised upright for you
To stand on the hill of my life and portray a beautiful sacrifice
I want to be placed into the tomb of your heart
The Tomb that your mother and father built
I want a love that will rise with all power over adversity
I want a love that people will flock to see if it is real
I want a crucifixion type love

I want a love that shows my yearning for you
I want a love that even when we argue,
I still have a burning passion & desire to be with you
I want a love that heals
The kind of love that covers the wounds that were dug deep by the knives of infidelity and insecurity
I want a love that makes God get up and dance around his throne every time he sets his eyes on us
I want a crucifixion type love

So with all of that said
Lord, give me the strength to love her like you love me
Like the way you didn’t consider being equal with the Father a thing to be grasped
But you came and gave up your throne for the filth of this world And in love, you served In the same way
Let me serve her unconditionally infinitely
Let me MAN UP
And quit wasting time playing games
and pursue her like you pursue your church
Because you have chosen me to be entrusted with her heart
So let me cherish it like a jeweler cherishes a diamond
Let me examine it and find out every minute detail about her worth

I want to love her
like Abraham loved Sarah
Like Isaac loved Rebecca
Like Jacob loved Rachel
Like Boaz loved Ruth
Like Solomon loved his Queen
I want a crucifixion type love

So into your hands I commit this relationship
Because I want to love her like you Love your church

I WANT a Crucifixion…type…love…

Worst kisses!!!

There are great kisses the ones that give you butterflies in your tummy or those that get your hormones running uncontrollably and then there are those.... WORST kisses ever, the ones that make you want to scream out SIES!!! STOP IT!!! so I decided to ask a few of my friends their bad memories of their worst kisses.

Tebang Ntsasa
I was in primary school doing grade 7, we started kissing and the girl was in sort of a hurry, she grabbed my lower lip with her lips, i dont know what went wrong she started breathing so hard and bit me, I was bleeding after the kiss and my lip was swollen for about three days.

Mpho Bopape
This guy was like swallowing me literally, I was in his mouth, he was drowning me and busy brushing my thighs like theres no tomorrow, never again with that guy, HELL NO!!!

Jr Mfuti
The girls name was Aisha, she almost ate my face, she was licking my mouth with her tongue, pulled my lips with her teeth, the worst part I couldnt pull back cause she held me too tight I couldnt breath or talk.

Natasha Hein
It was a very wet kiss like when we finished kissed i had to wipe my mouth with a towel.